I am a contradiction. In the eyes of the state, I am also a pirate. I download free books, free songs, free images, free movies and free software. Some of it legally, some of it by other means. I am a contradiction. I would never pay to download a Hollywood movie, yet I would gladly go to see something at the local cinema. I am a contradiction. I am an artist and I stand to gain from people buying my stuff.
To explain a little more, I write novels, short stories and articles under my own name. I make electronic music in a duo called Kloudbreak. And I help run a record label called Drawn Recordings. My heart should naturally lie with copyright laws. I should be championing this legislation from the hills. Yet, I feel that these laws are morally wrong. They are out-of-date and, given the ease with which people can transfer perfect digital copies of any media via the internet, unenforcible.
It didn’t always used to be like this. During my teens, I bought thousands of books, CDs and DVDs. And I wanted nothing more than to land a publishing deal or a recording contract so I could give up the work-a-day world. But back then, publishing houses, record labels and movie studios were the gatekeepers. What they said, went. And what they said was that commercial potential is far more important than artistic merit. And it was they who stood to benefit the most from any deal, not the artist. Yet there was almost no alternative, unless you were willing to risk losing a load of money trying to take on these massive businesses at their own game.
Luckily the internet changed all that, and changed it for the better. Now, anyone with even the most minor of creative urges can make something cool with a cheap computer, or even a cheap phone, and they can find an audience of thousands if they’re willing to put in a little work to promote it.
But how do you expect to make any money? That’s what I’m always asked whenever this topic comes up. I usually laugh, smile and tell them that I never expected to make any money from art in the first place. I’m not doing this to get rich and famous. I’m not even doing this to put a little food in my mouth. I’m doing this because it gives meaning to my life, nothing more, nothing less.
This doesn’t mean that I put everything out there for free. With Kloudbreak, we tend to give away about a third of our output and make sure that everything is available to stream in full via SoundCloud. The other two-thirds, we put out through labels who make absolutely no money, simply because it gives the band legitimacy in the eyes of the public. That’s unfortunately how our culture has been built. We live in a capitalist society. Everything, including status updates if you believe the media scare stories, has an assigned value. Without having your stuff on iTunes and all the rest of them, people look down on it as worthless, or even worse, unworthy of their time.
To explain myself further, let me give a brief history of my own music consumption. I went from buying overpriced CDs to ditching them in favour of torrent sites. I had a stupidly large collection during university. I could’ve played those tunes back-to-back for a year and never heard the same song twice. Overwhelmed with choice, most of it was in fact never played at all. I collected it for the hell of it.
Now I don’t do this very much at all. Instead, I tend to buy my music through iTunes, or even nab the odd vinyl every now and then. I do this, not to give money to the artists in question, but because I care about quality and convenience. Don’t get me wrong, I could’ve easily picked up these tracks for free. I could’ve torrented the popular ones or I could’ve ripped the audio from YouTube. But there are dangers of downloading malicious content involved in torrenting and the sound quality on YouTube is bollocks.
So how does all this apply to me as an artist? Do I care if someone torrents my own work? Not really. That is the short answer. The long answer is that I’m just glad that someone, somewhere, is listening to my creations, visiting my website or reading my stories. I owe a hell of lot to all the artists that have inspired me over the years, and I hope to give something back to this vibrant creative community. And I know that if someone gets something of mine for free, they may show their friends. And the more eyes on my work, the better.
Don’t get me wrong, I would love for there to be an alternative system of commerce, where artists could put their stuff on the internet for free and be able to collect royalties from sharing sites depending on the number of reads, listens or watches, etc. However, I also realise that this sort of thing would have to be paid for by advertising. And most advertising is bloody evil.
But let’s face it. Something has to be done. Copyright is unworkable. It was a model made for another age, an age where it was very expensive, time-consuming and downright difficult to create good copies of an artist’s work and get them distributed throughout the known lands. These worries have now disappeared. Digital media is incredibly easy to spread round the world. In fact, it’s hard to stop it from spreading if you happen to make really good shit.
There’s another facet to all this as well. I love the fact that people who grab things from the internet in next to no time don’t always mindlessly consume it. They often give something back. Just look at remix culture, mashups and internet memes, for example. I love hip-hop, a genre made almost exclusively from sampling funk breaks from back in the day. And I can’t express just how much joy I’ve had from watching Bruno Ganz’s Hitler going mental about various topics, from Man United going out of the Champions League to rants on copyright law itself. Yet if the lobbyists, lawyers and law enforcement agencies had their way, thousands of highly creative (and often very young) people would be in prison for nothing more than expressing themselves by remixing something.
So, yeah, rant over. I’d love to hear your opinions, whether you’re an artist, or a reader, listener or watcher of free shit. Please leave a comment below.






